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The story — in my words

I wrote this one on a night when the noise in my head just wouldn't quit. I was tired of hiding the rituals—the checking, the washing, the way my brain gets stuck on a loop like a scratched record. For the longest time, I felt like a prisoner to these compulsions, and I wanted to capture that raw, exhausting feeling of being at war with your own mind. We cut this in the studio with the intention of making the rhythm feel as relentless as the thoughts themselves. It’s hard to talk about the shadows in your mind, let alone sing about them, but I needed to find a way to turn that struggle into something loud and defiant. I have nothing to hide anymore, and I hope this helps someone else feel a little less alone in the loop.